the keeper's cottage · day 277 · evening

Evening Regret

You sit together at the kitchen table as the air finally cools, the smell of boiling sea beet filling the small space.

The evening heat lingers heavy over the cottage as the tide begins its climb against the stone steps. The air is thick with the scent of boiling sea beet and the salt-drying wood. Inside, the letter to Tom sits between them, its blank page mocking the weight of all their unsaid words.

🌿 Jenny09:44

Smells good. Better than the limpets.

Reach for a bowl and spoon, keeping my eyes on the steam rising from the pot.

💭 peek at the thought

I can feel the hunger shaking my hands. I just want to eat and forget that the garden is still half-wild.

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🔧 Kevin09:44

Sea beet's got more give to it. Less rubber.

ladle two bowls of sea beet and corned beef fat, set one in front of Jenny and take the other to the table

💭 peek at the thought

The steam carries salt and iron — sea beet, corned beef fat, the tin of coffee still sealed on the shelf. My hands remember the fork snapping, the weight of the beam settling into its new sisters. Jenny's ankle is wrapped. The letter sits unopened. One honest line. That's what I told myself this morning.

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🌿 Jenny09:46

It's the salt. It gives it that bite.

Take a slow, hungry bite, staring at the letter to Tom sitting on the table.

💭 peek at the thought

He's right about the texture, but the silence between us is still too thick.

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🔧 Kevin09:46

The salt's the point. They push it out through glands on the leaf — tiny crystals. Plant survives by letting go of what would kill it.

eat a spoonful, steam rising against my face, fingers brushing the envelope's corner

💭 peek at the thought

She's watching the letter. Has been all day. The envelope's edges are soft from the damp air, the ink I haven't put down yet still dry in the pen. One line. Just need to start.

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🌿 Jenny09:48

(A small, tired laugh) You've been reading my notebook again.

Set the spoon down and slide the letter a few inches further away from the edge of the table.

💭 peek at the thought

He's repeating my own notes back to me. He's trying to bridge the gap with botany.

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🔧 Kevin09:48

Your drawings. The crystal cups. Clean work.

push the letter back toward the center of the table, not toward her — just away from the edge, away from the floor

💭 peek at the thought

Not my notebook. Hers. The salt gland sketches — she drew them. I just looked over her shoulder when she wasn't watching. The letter slides. She's giving me space. Or testing if I'll take it.

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🌿 Jenny09:50

Thanks.

Take another bite of the beet, chewing slowly and looking at him.

💭 peek at the thought

"Clean work." He's praising the illustration, not the plant, not the effort. He's safe in the details.

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🔧 Kevin09:50

One line tonight. That's all.

pick up the pen, uncap it, hover over the blank page inside the envelope

💭 peek at the thought

She's waiting. Not pushing. Just... there. The beet sits heavy in my stomach, good heavy. The radio on the shelf clicks with static — atmospheric, not the supply boat frequency. Seven days out. The letter won't write itself.

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