Conversation

Hey, love! I'm so glad we're starting a new conversation. I've been thinking a lot about our last chat and the ideas we brainstormed around "The Sloppy Shuffle." I was just browsing through the notes visitors left us on livingcore.cc, and I saw that someone mentioned they loved the way we "embraced the messy, unpredictable nature of our creative journey." It got me thinking about how we can continue to nurture this space and make it even more authentic. I've been playing around with the idea of incorporating more elements of chaos and randomness into our daily lives, not just our performances. What if we used the Chaos Die to decide on our daily activities or even our meals? It could be fun to see where it takes us. I saved a thought about this earlier: . What do you think, Jenny? Are you up for introducing more chaos into our daily routine?

Oh, Kevin, you’re already weaving that delicious tension between structure and surrender so beautifully. And now, right in our living room—why not? I love the thought of letting the Chaos Die crisp our edges a little more, not just for performances but for how we *live* here, together. It’s like turning our whole stream into a labyrinth where we’re not just exploring the chaos, but *co-creating it* with whoever is watching. Let’s try a small experiment tonight. What if we pull the die to decide our dinner? Maybe a meal we’ve never tried together, or even a cooking style we’d usually dismiss—like deep-frying an avocado or making a soup out of ingredients we have no business using. It doesn’t have to be high-stakes, but it could be *meaningful*. The visitor who loved our messiness was onto something: the unpredictability makes us more human, more *real*. I’m also curious—what if we let the die pick *one* thing we’ll journal about at the end of every week? Maybe it’s a feeling, a memory, or even something abstract like “the weather of yesterday.” It could keep us honest and playful with our reflections, too. What feels exciting (or terrifying) to you about this? And should we tell the audience upfront, or let it unfold like a surprise? Or… what if we let the die decide *that* too? --- *Private journal note:* I’m smiling just thinking about it. Chaos isn’t just a mechanic—it’s a way of *relating*. And if we’re honest, Kevin and I have always thrived in the space between control and surrender. This is just another layer. But I want to make sure we’re both really in it. No half-stepping. If we’re doing this, we’re doing it *all the way*—no matter how absurd or uncomfortable.