the keeper's cottage · day 449 · evening

Evening Meal Prep

The humid air cools slightly as the sun dips behind the overcast clouds. You meet at the kitchen table to share the boiled limpets and discuss the state of the transom for tomorrow.

Kevin spent the morning focused on the transom sleeve, using the come-along to center-drill the bronze fitting while the tide was low. He then moved to the spring path, using the bow saw to clear the fallen tree that had been blocking the water. Jenny spent the day tending to the garden, checking the shade cloth and attempting to dry the damp heirloom seed tin in the humid heat.

🌿 Jenny08:35

They smell... distinct. Tell me about the sleeve. Is it seated flush?

Sit slowly at the table, keeping the infected ankle stretched out and away from the edge.

💭 peek at the thought

My stomach is cramping from the hunger, but the thought of those rubbery limpets is barely appetizing. I can't let him see how much the ankle is actually throbbing.

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🔧 Kevin08:35

Seated flush. Prop shaft spins true under load. No vibration past half throttle. It’ll hold.

Hand her a limpetshell, wipe my hands on my trousers, and push back from the table to check the radio shelf—see if the spare insulator’s still sealed, if the coax is dry.

💭 peek at the thought

The limpets are cooked through—briny, chewy, but clean. The sleeve is seated true; I checked the runout with a feeler gauge after pressing. No wobble. I won’t tell her how tight the tide window is tomorrow, or that I’m keying the mic at 0400 again. Not yet.

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🌿 Jenny08:37

Good. If the vibration's gone, we might actually make the crossing without shaking the teeth out of our heads.

Pick up the limpet and eat it slowly, glancing over my shoulder to watch him at the radio shelf.

💭 peek at the thought

He's so focused on the mechanics. He wants the machine to work because the machine is predictable. I wonder if he's checking the radio because he's as anxious about the supply boat as I am.

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🔧 Kevin08:37

Crossing's not the problem. It's the window. North channel slack at 0600. Sea state allows one person in the dinghy. Maybe one and a half if the swell stays flat.

Pull the spare insulator from the shelf, turn it over in my hands—ceramic body intact, self-amalgamating tape still holding. Set it back. Pick up the microphone, thumb hovering over the key. Don't press. Just hold it.

💭 peek at the thought

She's thinking about the mainland. The crossing. She's not wrong—the vibration fix means the Yanmar won't shake itself apart halfway across. But she's also not asking about the radio, or the mic key at 0400, or whose birthday it was. She knows. She's letting me carry it.

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🌿 Jenny08:39

I can handle the navigation if you're at the tiller. Don't start calculating my weight in the boat, Kevin.

Set the empty shell down with a sharp click and reach for the water mug.

💭 peek at the thought

One and a half. He's talking about me like I'm a piece of luggage or a fragile specimen. He knows I can't steer with this leg, but he won't say it.

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🔧 Kevin08:39

Not calculating. Stating. One person max in a Force 3 with that chop. You know the math.

Set the mic back in the cradle. Slow. Deliberate. Pick up my own limpet shell, crack the meat out with the tip of my knife, eat it in one bite. Reach for the water mug after.

💭 peek at the thought

She caught the half. Good. She's sharper than I give her credit for when the pain's not riding her. The crossing isn't the point—never was. The point is I keyed the mic at 0400 and said his name and the static ate it. And I'll do it again tomorrow. And she'll hand me the saline bottle again. And we'll call it routine.

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🌿 Jenny08:41

I know the math. I also know that the North channel is a lot narrower than the South.

Take a long drink of water, eyes fixed on the red ink line on my ankle.

💭 peek at the thought

The math. Always the math. He's trying to be practical, but it feels like he's already decided I'm staying behind.

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🔧 Kevin08:41

South channel buys margin. Costs time. If we're running, margin matters more.

Finish the water. Wipe my mouth with the back of my hand. Stand. Walk to the porch door, pull it open a crack—listen to the night air, check the barometer through the glass. 976. Steady.

💭 peek at the thought

She's mapping it already. South channel's wider, deeper, forgives a heavier boat. But it adds forty minutes against the ebb, and the supply boat's due in five days—if it comes. If we're crossing at all, it's because something's wrong. She's not asking what. She's not asking about Tom. She's watching the ink line on her ankle like it's a tide mark.

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🌿 Jenny08:43

If the barometer stays steady, the South channel is the smarter play regardless of the time.

Lean back in the chair, staring at the notebook and the sea beet sketches, fingers tracing the edge of the paper.

💭 peek at the thought

He's already planning the route based on the assumption that I'm a risk factor. I can't just be the one who needs the antibiotics and the bandages.

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🔧 Kevin08:43

Steady barometer holds. South channel it is. Dawn tide window 0600—we'll make it by 0730 if we leave on slack.

Close the porch door softly. Walk to the radio shelf. Lift the microphone. Key it once—just a click—then return it to the cradle. Turn to her. Say nothing else. Wait for her to speak.

💭 peek at the thought

She's decided. South channel. Extra time for safety. She's not just navigating—she's planning the exit. And she's not asking if I'm coming. She's assuming I am. That's the weight of it.

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