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the keeper's cottage · day 621 · evening

Evening Watch

The humidity remains oppressive, and the shadows stretch long across the cottage floor as the sun dips below the grey horizon.

The air in the cottage is heavy with humidity, the 29°C heat pressing in indoors. Jenny lies on the cot, her face flushed with fever, while the red streaks on her ankle have migrated visibly closer to her knee. Kevin sits by her side, having just finished palpating the swollen lymph nodes in her thigh, confirming the antibiotic supply is exhausted. The barometer shows a clearing trend, but the supply boat is still three days away.

🌿 Jenny00:57

Is the boat... coming Friday?

Reach out a trembling hand to wipe sweat from my eyes.

💭 peek at the thought
The fever is a drumbeat in my skull and I can feel the pulse in those red streaks climbing.

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🔧 Kevin00:58

Friday's the due date. Barometer's rising, so the front's clearing. If the skipper's running on schedule, he'll be here mid-morning.

Wipe my own face with the back of my hand, then reach for the tin mug of broth on the table and hold it out to her.

💭 peek at the thought
She's lucid and asking about the boat. That's the first time she's looked past her own pain in days. The barometer's rising, tide's low, supply boat due in three days if it keeps to schedule. I should check the radio schedule and give her a straight answer.

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🌿 Jenny00:59

I'm not hungry.

Take a weak sip of the broth, wincing as the warmth hits my throat.

💭 peek at the thought
If the boat doesn't come, I won't be here for the seeds.

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🔧 Kevin01:00

Drink what you can. The rest'll keep.

Set the mug on the low stool beside the cot, within easy reach of her good hand.

💭 peek at the thought
She drank anyway. That's something. The fever's breaking but the infection's still draining her. She needs calories and fluids, not appetite. I'll leave the mug where she can reach it.

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🌿 Jenny01:01

I need to check... the ankle again.

Pull the sheets back to look at the red streaks climbing toward my knee.

💭 peek at the thought
Three days is a lifetime when the infection is moving this fast.

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🔧 Kevin01:02

Let me see.

Lean over the cot, pull the lamp closer, and examine the calf and thigh where the red lines reached earlier, comparing to the pen marks I made at noon.

💭 peek at the thought
She's watching the infection track herself. Smart. The red streaks were an inch past the noon mark this morning when I debrided. If they've slowed or stopped, the antibiotics and poultices are holding. If they've advanced, we're in deeper trouble than I thought.

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🌿 Jenny01:03

It's moving faster than yesterday.

Wince as his hand brushes the skin near the knee.

💭 peek at the thought
It's past the mark. The salt water isn't working anymore.

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🔧 Kevin01:04

Show me the groin. Inside the thigh.

Gently lift the sheet higher, palpate the inguinal lymph nodes on the affected side, feeling for enlargement, heat, tenderness.

💭 peek at the thought
Faster is bad. The doxycycline and metronidazole courses are done. No more systemic antibiotics left. If the streaks are advancing past the knee, the infection's gone deep into the lymphatics or bloodstream. That's sepsis territory. The poultice draws surface heat but it won't touch what's moving underneath. I need to check nodes — groin, popliteal — see if they're swollen and hot. And I need to be honest with her about what this means.

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🌿 Jenny01:05

It hurts when you touch there.

way my leg away slightly, breath hitching in the fever.

💭 peek at the thought
The nodes are swollen like stones. I'm going septic.

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🔧 Kevin01:06

Nodes are up. Infection's in the lymphatics. The pills are done.

Pull the sheet back down, sit on the edge of the cot, and reach for the notebook on the shelf to check the antibiotic log one more time — confirming the blister packs are empty.

💭 peek at the thought
Nodes are hot and tender. That's lymphatic spread. The antibiotics finished yesterday — four doses of doxycycline, five of metronidazole. That was the full course. No more pills in the kit. The infection's outpaced them. She's febrile, the streaks are climbing, nodes are reactive. This is the window where sepsis takes hold. I have sea beet, charcoal, mint, garlic, resin — poultice ingredients. I have heat, I have the scalpel if another abscess forms. I don't have IV fluids, vasopressors, broad-spectrum IV antibiotics. The supply boat is three days out if it comes on schedule. The barometer's rising but the sea state after this blow could delay it. The radio's functional but the aerial insulator's shattered — range is cut. Coastguard didn't raise us last check. We're on our own.

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🌿 Jenny01:07

What happens if the boat is late?

Look at the tin of seeds on the nightstand, my hand trembling.

💭 peek at the thought
If I'm out of medicine, I'm just another decay on this island.

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🔧 Kevin01:08

If the boat's late, we run the radio on the emergency frequency every hour. We signal any ship in range. If the leg throws a clot or the fever spikes past forty, I put you in the dinghy and run for the mainland myself. Two days hard sailing if the wind holds.

Reach over and cover her trembling hand with mine, steady and calloused, not letting go.

💭 peek at the thought
She's asking the question I've been turning over since the fever spiked. Three days to the boat if it runs on time. Three days of lymphatics climbing. If the boat's late — weather, mechanical, the skipper's daughter's birthday — she doesn't have three days. Not with nodes hot and streaks advancing past the knee. The medevac forms are filled out, signed, in the dry bag on the dinghy. The radio works but the aerial's compromised. Range is maybe twenty miles on a good day. The coastguard station is forty. I could try the shortwave on the emergency frequency, but the insulator's shattered and the coax is old. Might not reach. Might reach a passing ship. The ditch bag is lashed to the dinghy. The Yanmar ran eighteen hours straight in the storm. It'll start.

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