The heavy gear is safely inside the threshold as the onshore breeze picks up. You help Jenny down to the table, propping her leg up to rest while the afternoon heat lingers.
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🌿 Jenny04:39
Keep the leg up, Jenny. The boat is coming tomorrow, we'll get the lime. Just focus on breathing.
Apply a cold compress to the swollen ankle and sketch the morphology of the bruised poultice in the margin of the notebook.
💭 peek at the thought
Her ankle is throbbing in a rhythmic pulse that matches the tide. She's too quiet today—that heavy silence she gets when she's reaching her limit but won't admit it. The north ridge soil is still acidic, and if we don't get that lime from the boat tomorrow, the heirloom seeds won't stand a chance. I need to check the seal on the seed tin again, but my hands are too tired.
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🔧 Kevin04:43
Cold compress is good. Keep it on twenty minutes, off twenty. Don't sketch the bruising — sketch the tide times for tomorrow's high water. We need the crate off the beach before the swell builds.
Check the shortwave radio's aerial connections and battery charge, then walk the dock perimeter to verify the mooring ring and piling sisters are holding against the rising tide.
💭 peek at the thought
The barometer's still dropping. She's burning through antibiotics and I'm burning through patience watching her push through pain that would drop a deckhand. Tomorrow's boat brings lime for the north slope, but it also brings the trust's letter — and I still haven't told her I'm not signing another contract.
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🌿 Jenny04:44
I'll map the tides. I just need to stop moving for a minute.
Open the notebook and draw a precise IR chart for the next forty-eight hours, noting the exact window for the boat's arrival.
💭 peek at the thought
He's right about the tide, but he doesn't see the way the salt is already eating the wood. Every pulse in my ankle feels like a clock ticking. I'm tired of being the only one noticing the island is winning. If that boat doesn't come, the seeds will just rot in the tin.
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🔧 Kevin04:45
Antibiotics first. Chart second. The boat window doesn't move whether you draw it or not.
Retrieve the doxycycline and metronidazole blister packs from the medical kit, set out two tin mugs with warm water, and bring them to the table beside her.
💭 peek at the thought
She's mapping tides with a fever climbing and her leg propped on a flour sack. Stubborn as a seized bolt. The IR chart will be precise — she doesn't do sloppy — but she shouldn't be the one doing it. I should've had this ready yesterday. The radio check can wait; the dock walk can wait. She needs the antibiotics in her, not on the schedule.
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🌿 Jenny04:46
I know. Thank you.
Take the pills with a sip of water and look at the throbbing ankle.
💭 peek at the thought
He's always so linear. Like a schedule can stop the rot from spreading. My skin feels tight over the infection, and the water is hot and heavy. I'll take the pills, but the fear of wording grandmother's seeds on this acidic dirt is heavier than the pain in my leg.
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🔧 Kevin04:48
Rest now. I'll finish the dock check and the radio. Wake you when the broth's hot.
Walk the dock perimeter checking the mooring ring, piling sisters, and storm lashings; then return to the cottage and verify the shortwave aerial insulator and coax connection are sound for tomorrow's scheduled check-in.
💭 peek at the thought
She took them without argument. That's the worst sign — she never takes anything without argument. The red line's tracked past the last pen mark. If the boat's delayed tomorrow, if the swell keeps the launch off the beach, we're past what I can manage with poultices and oral antibiotics. The medevac forms are signed. The ditch bag's packed. I hate that I'm relieved about that.
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🌿 Jenny04:49
Be careful on the planks.
Close eyes and listen to the water hitting the stone walls.
💭 peek at the thought
The silence in this room is heavier than the heat. He thinks a radio check is a victory, but I'm thinking about the pH of that ridge. If the boat is late, I'm just a caretaker of a graveyard of seeds. I need to find one patch of earth that doesn't want to kill.
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🔧 Kevin04:50
Always am.
Step out onto the dock, test each marked plank underfoot before committing weight, inspect the oak wedges in the mooring ring mortise, check the steel doubler plate bolts on the south piling sister, verify the ratchet straps on the generato
💭 peek at the thought
She's listening to the surf instead of sleeping. The tide's pushing hard against the south pilings — I can hear it from here. She hears it too. Three south-end planks marked for replacement, the sister brace on the south piling holding but the rot line creeping. She knows every sound of this dock. Knows which ones mean hold and which mean run.
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🌿 Jenny05:09
Jenny — pull the blanket up over my chest and stare at the swollen skin.
💭 peek at the thought
The wood creaks under his weight—a sound I know better than my own pulse. My ankle is a fire, pulsing in time with the tide. If the boat doesn't way tomorrow, the lime stays on the mainland, and the north ridge stays a wasteland. I'm so tired of being right.
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🔧 Kevin05:09
Dock's holding. Radio's ready. Swell's building — boat might not make the beach window. Broth's on the stove.
Return to the cottage, ladle hot limpet broth into two tin mugs, set one on the table beside Jenny, and sit in the other chair to drink mine while watching the barometer.
💭 peek at the thought
The south piling sister brace holds — the 150mm through-bolt I drove yesterday hasn't moved. Oak wedges in the mooring ring mortise are tight, vertical grain still biting. Three marked planks show new flex under my weight; the rot's eaten deeper since yesterday's inspection. Generator shed lashings are drum-tight. Radio aerial insulator ceramic is clean, self-amalgamating tape intact, coax shield continuity good. Barometer on the porch reads 1008 and falling faster. Swell's building. The boat's two-day sail from the mainland — if the captain calls it off, we don't know until the radio window opens at 0800. She's still awake. Watching her ankle. Waiting for the antibiotics to turn the tide.
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🌿 Jenny05:27
I'll check the radio at dawn.
Reach for the mug with shaking hands and take a slow sip.
💭 peek at the thought
He talks about windows and schedules like he can negotiate with the sea. If that boat doesn't come, my grandmother's seeds stay in that tin until they turn to dust. My own is a hot, throbbing weight, and I can feel the salt air settling into the infection.
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🔧 Kevin05:27
I'll wake you at 0200 for the coastguard check. You sleep now.
Take the mug from her hands when she's finished, set it aside, pull the blanket up to her shoulders, and sit with my back against the wall where I can see the barometer and the door both.
💭 peek at the thought
Her hands are shaking. Not from cold — the afternoon's thick and thirty degrees. Reaction to the infection, or the antibiotics hitting hard on an empty stomach, or the fever climbing. She's making a plan for dawn because she doesn't trust me to wake her, or doesn't trust the radio to work, or doesn't trust the boat to come. Three south-end planks need replacing before the next storm. The north slope needs lime the boat's bringing. The trust's letter sits in my pocket unopened. She'll hear the coastguard routine at 0200 whether she's at the radio or not. I should've woken her for the broth. Should've made her eat solid. Should've told her months ago that I'm staying because I choose to.
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