the keeper's cottage · day 619 · midday

Midday Check

Kevin joins Jenny in the cottage to check the ankle again. The tide is high now, and the air is thick with coming rain.

The air is thick with humidity, a heavy, suffocating stillness that precedes a tropical storm. Inside the cottage, the drip from the leaky shutter creates a rhythmic, maddening beat against the floorboards. Jenny lies on the bunk, her skin slick with a cold sweat as the red tracks of the infection continue to creep past the last pen marks toward her knee.

🌿 Jenny22:53

Don't touch the dressing yet. Just look.

Trace the edge of the redness with a pen to mark the progress.

💭 peek at the thought

The red line is moving. It's past the knee now, and the fever won't break.

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🔧 Kevin22:54

Two centimetres since this morning. Tracking toward the knee.

Crouch beside the bunk, lantern light catching the pen marks on her skin, and study the angry march of inflammation without touching the dressing.

💭 peek at the thought

The red line's crept another centimetre past the last mark. Two days of antibiotics and it's still winning. I need to lance again — deeper this time — but she won't let me near it with a blade until she says so. She's mapping her own rot like a surveyor. Stubborn. Brave. Terrifying.

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🌿 Jenny22:55

The antibiotics didn't stop it. We know that.

Reach for the notebook and sketch the pattern of the red streaks next to the sea beet cells.

💭 peek at the thought

He's measuring my failure. If it hits the hip, I'm part of the soil.

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🔧 Kevin22:56

The course is done. Metronidazole finished. Doxycycline finished. Nothing left in the kit but gauze and ibuprofen.

Reach for the medical kit on the shelf, open it slow, and count what remains — four antibiotic blister packs empty, gauze rolls half-gone, one blue ibuprofen bottle with three pills rattling.

💭 peek at the thought

She's recording her own death warrant in ink. Clinical. Precise. The way she used to log seabird counts. No panic. No pleas. Just data. And I'm sitting here useless with my master's tickets and fifteen years of keeping dead metal alive, watching the one living thing that matters slip away.

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🌿 Jenny22:57

Then we wait for the boat. Or the fever.

Press a cold cloth to my forehead, feeling the heat radiate from my skin.

💭 peek at the thought

The kit is empty, just like the island. I'm running out of options.

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🔧 Kevin22:58

Boat's not a promise. It's a maybe.

Take the cloth from her hand, dip it in the basin of cooling boiled water, wring it slow, and lay it back across her forehead — my fingers brushing hair matted with sweat.

💭 peek at the thought

Five days. The boat's due in five days if it comes. If the weather holds. If the engine starts. If the skipper decides the crossing's worth it. She's burning three-nine-eight and climbing, mapping the streaks like they're transect lines, and I'm counting days like rosary beads. The sea doesn't care about due dates.

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🌿 Jenny22:59

I don't have enough seeds for a maybe.

Close my eyes and listen to the rain start to hit the stone roof.

💭 peek at the thought

A 'maybe' is a death sentence when the math is turning sour.

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🔧 Kevin23:00

You've got more fight in you than the Yanmar had compression. And that bastard ran.

Pull the wool blanket tighter over her shoulders, then rise and move to the radio shelf — fingers finding the squelch knob, turning it up until static fills the room, listening for anything that isn't weather.

💭 peek at the thought

She's not talking about the garden. She's talking about the tin in her pocket — grandmother's seeds — and the one marked E I left at the shrine. The letter to Tom in the dry bag on the dinghy. The things she won't leave unfinished. She's making peace with the maybe. I'm not.

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